Most guys think that you are some kind of sex object but that is not true at all. I hate feeling that way, so during the past couple of years, I have been relying on my friends with benefits. It is perhaps wrong, but it seems to work for both me and them.
However, one of the guys that I see on a regular basis has come to mean a lot more to me. But like I tell my friends at escorts in London, I am not sure that it is going to work out long term. The thing is that most escorts in London are very practical. They know that their job or profession can interfere with their private life. It is not easy, and I think it is hard to change your attitude. When you work for London escorts, it is like you have to concentrate on what you are doing, and I think this can easily be turned into a hang up.
That is exactly what I think that I have managed to do. I am making too big of a deal out of working for London escorts. Will I be able to change my attitude? I don’t really know but I think it would help. One of my best friends at escorts in London told her “friend with benefits” that she loved him. He was a bit taken back and at the same time he did make it clear that he did not want to to have a full blown relationship with her. It had everything to do with the fact that she worked for London escorts, and that he did not feel entirely comfortable around her.
In many ways I can understand how he felt. After all, what would you tell your mates. I had a boyfriend during my first year at London escorts, and he was forever going about me working for escorts in London. I soon realized that he loved the fact that I worked for escorts in London, but was less fond of me. It was a hard pill to swallow, but in the end we did split up. Since then I have been ultra cautious with me feelings, and I have not been letting them roam free as I like to say. But this other guy seems to be different somehow. First of all, he is the only guy who asks me what my day at London escorts have been like. That is kind of nice and I love to talk about London escorts.
Nothing that I say seem to face him, and that is really what makes him so special. But, am I sure that he wants to be more than friends with benefits? No, I am not sure but sometimes you just need to take a chance and go for broke. As a matter of fact, I would like this guy to be so much more than just my friend who gives me pleasure.